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Stuck

So I'm stuck
In a precipice of unknowing
Stay or go, be with him
Or no
Maybe I should stay
By myself, no him by my side
This is eating me up inside
It's like the cool mist of a light spring shower
On a day from hell
When I see his smile
But I'm still stuck.

Yeah, I'm stuck
Thinking about him
And trying not to
All in the same minute
He's young, but his soul's so mature
While I'm older, but act the age I look
So it works
He fills in the gaps of past 'ships unfulfilled
Is he too good to be real?
I need to know what he's all about
So I'm stuck

So what, I'm stuck
But he wasn't supposed to be here
Holding, touching, caressing
Oh, and what a caress
My whole soul lights with joy
When his soft skin touches mine
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
To be single or not
At first, single I chose
But now...
Yeah, I'm stuck

*sigh* I'm stuck
So what do I do?
I like him, and he's obvious
Never leaving until I've gone
Hanging around that last extra minute
Just to hear my song
But I like him, so
I'll chill, like him, let him know my way
And one day in the future
I'll make him mine
So what, I'm stuck.
~14 July 2005