Windy
Rainy
Stormy
Thunderstorms of emotion from hell-pit deep
This is the cycle I must endure
Am I ever supposed to truly be happy?
Will I ever be someone's queen?
No is the answer
My heart must carry
Chained like a Gibralter rock
In the sea
Lord help me
I must get free
What is it
That makes me me?
Why can I only be happy
For a moments notice of lonliness?
Why can my joy only extend
To the far depths of
A 1000 lb person thrown?
For .5 a second I see greatness
Only to be shattered by
Heart-wrenching agony
Pain beyond belief
Grief
So maybe I won't be
Anywhere close to happy
Addict me to something
Sex, drugs, lies, fame, fortune
Keep my life in a drowning down
No Bringing me to life
Or making me whole again
Fine
That's the way it is
Leave me in the dark to die.
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